by Caryl Posner
(Photoplay,
April 1958)
Jennifer
Jones and her husband, David O. Selznick, stepped out of their limousine,
and walked down the long, lush red carpet that stretched to the
entrance of the Hollywood theater, past the batteries of photographers
with their popping flashbulbs, past the throngs of murmuring fans
who pressed close for a glimpse of the stars. For Jennifer, it was
a night of triumph, the premiere of her great film, 20th Century
Fox’s “A Farewell to Arms.”
“Isn’t she exquisite!” She heard the words, shrilled
by a middle-aged woman who bent across the restraining rope for
a better view.
And then, the words of the woman’s companion...”But
isn’t she the strange one?”
She lifted her head a little higher, and kept on smiling at the
crowds. But the words had cut deep. So this was what people thought
of her!
Oh, she knew why, well enough. All those items in the papers, that
had been running for years. “What’s the big mystery
with Jennifer Jones? Why won’t she talk to the press? Why
does she hide from people? Why does she let David Selznick do all
the talking – is she afraid to talk and act for herself?”
That was the gist of it.
She sighed. How could they ever understand? How could you tell
someone, when your life has crumbled, bit by bit, like a cookie
in a child’s hand?
Ever since that evening in Tulsa, Oklahoma, such a long time ago...
She was a curly-haired six-year-old, gazing dreamily out the window
at the rose-tinted twilight stealing in all around her. But her
mother, kneeling at her feet, was having problems.
“Phylis! Phylis Isley! Do stand still,” she mumbled
sternly through teeth clenched tightly to hold the pins, which,
one by one, she tucked into the hem of the crisp little pinafore.
“Do stand still if you want this to be ready for the opening
day of school tomorrow... Why, you’re not even listening to
a word I say! You’re in another world again?”
But she barely heard the words. She was not thinking of dresses
or school or anything like them. She reached for a popcorn ball
– one of her mother’s magical concoctions of sugar,
molasses and popcorn – and nibbled at it gingerly, wondering
how she would announce the new, all-important fact in her life.
She was still wondering when she slipped into a gingham dress and
left the house, skipping up the path towards the huge tent on which
a sign, “Isley Stock Company,” hung limply in the placid
fall air. She gazed up at it a moment for courage, then entered
timidly.
Phil Isley, counting the night’s receipts, paused in surprise.
“What are you doing up at this hour, muffin?”
“Daddy, I have something to tell you. I – I...”
she began hesitantly and then blurted out her secret in a great
rush of passionate conviction. “Some day I’m going to
become a great actress!”
Phil sighed – he knew this was coming. Only last week, unknown
to her, he had been a silent witness while his little girl marched
up and down the aisle of the theater, knees bent and arms bowed,
in her conception of an ape man. An only child with few playmates,
shy by nature, she found in this world of make-believe a happy escape,
he knew. But was it good? He doubted it...
In the years that followed, Phil Isley, watching his daughter growing
up, watching her growing skill with a sinking feeling like a man
clutching at straws, dangled a variety of professions before her.
The law. (“Now there’s a good steady living for you,
honey. You could indulge your flair for the dramatic an still have
a comfortable secure income.”) But his Phylis had been cagey.
She wasn’t enticed. Instead, she’d twisted his words
around deliberately, and in her own quiet way, set about laying
the ground work in persuading her father to send her to New York’s
famed American Academy of Dramatic Arts. He couldn’t fight
her begging and teasing. For wasn’t the theater in his own
blood? In his heart, didn’t he know how strongly she felt?
Hadn’t he always felt the same way himself?
He and Flora Mae weakened. Phylis left Tulsa and enrolled at the
Academy in January, 1938.
To the youngster from the Midwest, the big city was cold and unfriendly
and frightening. So, from the unfeeling faces of strangers she took
refuge more than ever in the one thing that, since the plays of
Phil Isley had provided for his family, had been familiar and secure
– acting.
“Isn’t she serious, though?” one of her classmates
said. The New York girls, with their dates and fun, put her down
as a grind, and something of a bore. And Jennifer, sensing their
rejection, withdrew into her shell all the more.
Then she met Bob Walker during a class production of “The
Barretts of Wimpole Street.” Both had their hopes and dreams,
but Bob talked and she listened. On her guard, she’d been
afraid to let him get to know her, she’d been tense and frightened.
No one had been this interested in her before. As she listened she
liked what she heard. And she liked him. It wasn’t long before
their onstage love scenes became real.
And she was glad. Suddenly New York came alive for her. It was
spring and the city was beautiful and she was in love and was loved.
They walked in Central Park and the Village and window shopped and
laughed. She hadn’t laughed much since leaving Tulsa. She
was changing. Bob Walker – wonderful, gay, extroverted Bob
– was changing her.
They courted atop Fifth Avenue double-decker busses and riding
the Staten Island Ferry, doused with invigorating salt spray and
a magnificent view of New York harbor- all for a nickel.
“Don’t marry an actor,” her father had counseled.
“Believe me, I know actors...” But she paid no heed.
This was different.
Bob and Phylis flew to Tulsa and married there on January 2, 1939.
“If you really want to act, why not go out to Hollywood and
make some money doing it?” Phil Isley had once grumbled good-naturedly.
And now Phylis remembered. The Isleys gifted their children with
a sky-blue convertible for the trip, and a friend bubbled happily,
“I foresee a great future for you both in pictures.”
Who was to know the crystal ball would crack?
Then those six fruitless first months in Hollywood. Walking the
pavements, returning at night to their little apartment to compare
notes. Finally, a bit of work for Phylis in two westerns and a Dick
Tracy serial and a three-bit line for Bob in a skiing spectacle.
And their laughter over these “roles” after the important,
serious ones back at the Academy... And finally, one night, Phylis
didn’t feel gay about it any more. Over dinner, in tears,
she told Bob her sobering conclusions: “They want glamour
girls, and I’m not one. If I ever do get anywhere, it’ll
be because of my acting.”
Could Phylis Walker have foreseen how the crystal ball was to keep
that decision intact, she’s have been amazed. But then, could
she have known other things, Jennifer Jones might never have happened...
And Bob agreed and they both wanted to act so desperately and knew
they could, that they remembered those happy, carefree, fruitful
days back in New York and decided to return. The sky-blue convertible
took them there and was promptly sold so the Walkers could set up
housekeeping in two dingy, furnished rooms on the fringe of Hell’s
Kitchen. They didn’t care; they were happy there. There were
appearances together at the Cherry Lane Theatre (at fifty cents
a performance) and a few jobs for Phylis with Harper’s Bazaar
and as a Powers model. But things were getting worse.
“What are you in now?” her childhood chums from Tulsa
would write, and Phylis would reply, “Mostly in the hospital
having babies.” In the midst of their poverty, Robert Jr.
had been born in 1940, and Michael Ross in 1941.
And then, almost miraculously, Bob got a radio break that led to
steady work, and the family moved out to Long Island. And an agent
interested in both of them arranged with the Selznick office for
Phylis to read for the film version of “Claudia.”
She arrived all keyed up with excitement, gave a bad reading and
was dismally aware of it. So where nine out of ten girls would be
too proud to betray any emotion, at least until they were safely
out of the room, Phylis had burst into tears right then and there.
Unknown to her, David O. Selznick was an interested observer of
the entire proceedings and directed his secretary to make another
appointment with her. “I think you were a little nervous today,”
she was told. “Why don’t you come in tomorrow and try
again?”
The next day appointment time came and went – and no Phylis.
The Selznick office contacted the agent, who immediately got on
the wire to Long Island. She remembered when the phone rang. She
had been in the middle of a shampoo. Throwing a towel over her head,
she’d gone to answer to call.
“Why aren’t you in the Selznick office?” the
agent demanded.
“Oh, that second appointment business was just a way to stop
me crying,” she assured him.
“You get over here this minute or I’ll never do another
thing for you again!” he snapped, and the phone clicked dead.
She hurried into her clothes, grabbed the towel, hopped into a
cab with it, and dried her hair all the way into the city. She swallowed
hard as she handed the cabbie his ten-dollar fare, and then raced
into the Selznick office. Two weeks later she had a long-term contract.
Then had begun eighteen months of sheer exasperation. Bob had been
happy about the wonderful break, and so were her friends, but as
the weeks passed and nothing happened she began to wonder if all
the congratulations might not be a bit premature. She was sent to
the west coast to do a one-act play and apparently impressed the
author, William Saroyan, because he told her, “If I ever get
out of the Army, come see me and I’ll write a play for you.”
Then back to New York, where she was placed in the expert hands
of Sanford Meisner, one of the foremost drama teachers in the country.
Month after weary month, there were diction drills, exercises in
body movement and dancing, instructions in how to walk, talk, stand,
sit, gesture. David Selznick came to New York periodically to check
on her progress and she would ask him, each time with mounting disillusionment,
just when her career was to get under way.
“Keep studying,” he replied. “Your time will
come.” After over a year of this, she had had enough and asked
outright for a release from the contract. “Look,” Selznick
told her patiently. “I know the waiting has been tough, but
just trust me, will you? I have a feeling something wonderful is
about to break.”
Meanwhile, David had announced to his family one evening that he
was thinking of naming his new discovery Jennifer. Up piped little
Donald, aged five. “Are we going to see Miss Jennie Jones?”
– a reference to a favorite nursery rhyme which begins, “I’ve
come to see Miss Jennie O. Jones, Miss Jennie O. Jones.” And
Jennifer Jones it was.
Three months after David’s hint to “something wonderful,”
Phylis, now re-christened Jennifer Jones, was summoned by 20th Century
Fox to test for “The Song of Bernadette.” In the finals,
she’d been told later, the six candidates directed their rapt
attention to a stick being held just out of camera range. It was
the moment Bernadette first sees her vision. “The other five
girls did very well,” producer William Perlberg had commented
when it was over. “But only Jennifer actually saw the vision.”
And with that, Hollywood’s plum role of the year was hers.
Now it was time for the press agents to take over. It was time
to make her less of a mystery – to give her a buildup. But
it wasn’t. Strategy dictated otherwise and it seemed to almost
to be in cahoots with her natural tendency to withdraw from contact
with her fellow human beings.
She was a special property, David told her, and opening new supermarkets,
carousing nightly at Ciro’s or posing as Miss Ultra-Violet
of 1943 was not for her. Bernadette was a saint. All leg and bosom
art was definitely cut out, and liquor or cigarettes were unmentionables.
In addition, the studio forbade her even to wear nail polish or
pluck her eyebrows, and under no circumstances was she to be photographed
with her husband and children.
Meanwhile, MGM scouts in New York had spotted Bob Walker, signed
him to a contract and brought him to Hollywood. He was a smash hit
as the sailor in “Bataan,” and was rushed into “Madame
Curie,” and from that into “See Here, Private Hargrove.”
Selznick, forthwith made plans to bring the Walkers together as
the young lovers in his projected epic of the home front, “Since
You Went Away.”
And now the publicity pendulum swung the other way. This was a
natural – two young people who’d met at dramatic school,
fallen in love and married, endured poverty, plugged together and
hit success in Hollywood almost simultaneously. Actually, it was
probably the worst thing that could have happened to them because
it turned their lives inside out.
At first, flushed by their combined salary of $600 per week, they’d
rented that expensive villa in Bel Air. Jennifer had always prided
herself on her skill at home-making, mending the family clothes,
and squeezing the family orange juice every morning. But all that
was to become a thing of the past. A gardener and cook were engaged
and a nurse couldn’t get along with their pet dog, out went
the dog. Both she and Bob were working twelve-hour days –
6:30 a.m. to 6:30 p.m. – six days a week. In addition to her
work, plus dancing and diction lessons and memorizing lines for
the next day’s shooting, Jennifer had somehow to get ten hours’
sleep to look her best before the camera. And Bob, who’d always
had difficulty keeping enough flesh on his slender six-foot frame,
began to lose weight alarmingly. And somehow the minor differences
of opinion – which should have remained just that –
blew up into serious quarrels.
At times when the pressure felt unbearable, Jennifer would get
out on the tennis court with good pal Ingrid Bergman and whack the
ball around for an hour or two. But in addition to the 329 pages
of “Bernadette” script (“Enough to floor Helen
Hayes,” cracked one wag), Jennifer was wrestling with a marital
problem growing steadily worse.
At the conclusion of “Bernadette,” Jennifer and Bob
went right into “Since You Went Away.” There had been
a sharp disagreement about careless driving, and Bob went out and
bought a motorcycle, something Jennifer wanted no part of. When
co-workers watched them arrive at the studio separately –
he on the motorcycle and she in the Mercury – previous rumors
of marital discord took on new meaning. And in November of 1943,
the roof fell in. Jennifer asked the studio to announce a “friendly
separation,” and the repercussions could be heard all over
town.
Officials at Fox were nothing short of appalled. Their biggest
production of the year had just been launched, and its saintly heroine
now looked to be on the verge of divorce. Selznick had the uneasy
feeling that his investment in “Since You Went Away”
was about to go up in smoke, and MGM, where Bob ranked as the most
promising newcomer since Robert Taylor, just didn’t like the
idea at all. All three vainly brought pressure upon the young couple
to stay together. In addition, a national woman’s magazine
was about to hit the stands with a fat layout just brimming over
with Walker marital bliss. Thus caught with her hair down, the editor
was dispatched to the coast to make a personal plea for reconciliation.
She got absolutely nowhere.
To Jennifer, there had been something horribly unreal about everything.
This had been the kind of stuff they ground out in pulp fiction
– “actress achieves success and loses her personal happiness.”
And yet it had been agonizingly real. All her life had been a preparation
for that moment, and then? She was trying desperately to work out
a purely personal problem, and the whole world seemed to be sitting
in giving advice. In New York, years later, she’d turned to
a friend and remarked wistfully, “Some of the happiest moments
of my life were spent right here.” But that was only a memory.
For she was Jennifer Jones, star – and her thoughts, actions
and problems were news. It was Jennifer’s first experience
in the goldfish bowl, and it was not pleasant.
To the world she put on a brave face, and told reporters: “If
I give a good performance as Bernadette, my private life won’t
make any difference.” When the film went into general release,
she’d been thrilled. Critical hosannas resounded, the public,
she was told, was flocking to see the picture, and on her twenty-fifth
birthday, as one of five Oscar nominees, she had found herself riding
to the Academy Award ceremonies.
“Do you have a speech prepared, just in case?” agent
Henry Wilson, her companion, had queried.
She had looked at him as if he were out of his mind. “Don’t
be silly, Ingrid’s a sure thing for “For Whom The Bell
Tolls.’”
You have one chance out of five,” he’d replied.
Later, after the results had passed into the record she had entered
the Mocambo for the traditional victory party. “Ladies and
gentlemen,” the orchestra leader had announced. “I give
you the First Lady of Hollywood.” And as everyone present
had risen to applaud she felt like the screen’s newest Cinderella,
with tears spilling over, unchecked. She had reached the heights,
but her personal happiness lay in bitter ashes. Was it all worth
it? It was not the first time she had asked herself that question.
Nor would it be the last.
The next morning, to the intense disappointment of romantics the
country over, she filed suit for divorce. But true to her own lifelong
personal code, she would never discuss it. Marriage, after all,
was a private affair, she felt. The only two people who really know
what goes into any marriage are the two who live with it, day in
and day out. In June of 1945, she became legally free. She thought
her troubles were over, but tragedy lay dead ahead.
Under David’s shrewd guidance, her career continued to prosper
as she went up for Oscars four years running. Her roles, though
few, had been choice and designed for versatility. She played, successively,
a saint, an all-American girl (“Since You Went Away”),
an amnesia victim (“Love Letters”), a screwball (“Cluny
Brown”), a passion flower of the old Southwest (“Duel
in the Sun”) and a ghost (“Portrait of Jennie”).
But anything she did on screen was totally eclipsed by the drama
that was gong on in real life.
At the first evidence of Bob Walker’s erratic public behavior
some were content to label him just another “Bad Boy of Hollywood,”
while others flipped glibly that “He’s torching for
Jennifer.” But at each new incident – duly noted by
newspapers across the country- it became unmistakably clear to her
that his was more than a case of mere mischief or a broken heart.
This was a man seriously ill, in imminent danger of complete psychological
collapse. After a brief, disastrous remarriage in 1945, Bob committed
himself to Topeka’s famed Menninger Clinic to straighten himself
out.
And throughout the harrowing period, Jennifer’s first thoughts
were for her sons. How desperately she’d wanted to shield
them for the ugly, glaring headlines about Bob, the rumors. Those
she could take. But the boys, so young and impressionable. She’d
protect them from as much of it as she could, and it was then that
the publicity curtain came down. She knew any interviews would almost
certainly include material about her former marriage, and there
had been enough reference to it in the newspapers already.
But there was always David, standing firmly behind her. As each
new headline struck like a fresh blow, he was the bulwark between
Jennifer and those who sought to pry. She felt so secure when with
him. “I had pushed my way into pictures and thought I’d
have to keep pushing all my life,” she once confided. “But
all of a sudden, everything seemed to be taken out of my hands.”
Now the man who had raised her to the shining heights of stardom
took control of her private life as well. At first, she was sure
it was friendship and the business necessity of protecting a prize
property who seemed on the verge of total nervous exhaustion. Bu
the comfort and sympathy David extended to her during that trying
period established a strong bond between them that eventually ripened
into love. Then, in the spring of 1949, their engagement was announced.
David liquidated part of his huge movie empire, and they went abroad.
And soon Bob had been discharged from the Menninger Clinic. She
felt so proud of him when he announced: “I’ve succeeded
in getting rid of a ton of bricks I’ve been carrying around
all my life.” But a skeptical Hollywood adopted a “let’s
wait and see” attitude. And then began the real tragedy of
Robert Walker. In three subsequent comeback pictures he proved that
his acting power had sharpened as never before. She heard that his
on-set cooperation and quiet behavior stirred the admiration of
those who knew him and knew the struggle he seemed to have put behind
him. But for Bob, time was fast running out.
In July, Jennifer and David tied the knot not once but twice –
in Genoa, Italy. After a wedding abroad a rented yacht in the harbor,
they repeated their vows at the city hall, and then sailed off for
a Riviera honeymoon.
Home again, with David deeply absorbed in his family and work,
they began to avoid nightclubs and parties – the big affairs
– for the quiet kind of togetherness they both loved. There
were trips around the world to check on various business interests
and Jennifer was beginning to recover from the tragic period that
lay behind her.
In New York, they strolled hand-in-hand through Greenwich Village
and paused for a moment outside the Cherry Lane. “I wonder,”
she mused thoughtfully, “what it’s like now.”
And during a visit to New York death firmly closed one chapter in
Jennifer’s life for good and all. The shocking news of Bob’s
sudden death.
Pale and shaken, with David at her side, she immediately fled to
California to get the two boys who had been spending the summer
with their father. On the evening he died – from respiratory
failure after a dose of stimulants – his sons were away visiting
friends. The simple funeral was held in Bob’s home state of
Utah and Jennifer, thought she sent flowers, did not attend. Asked
why neither she nor the boys were present, she quietly replied,
“I want them to remember him as he was.”
Goodbye Bob – and goodbye Phylis. Once upon a time there
were two kids who took their dreams to the big city, and for a while,
those dreams seemed to merge as one. But who says every rainbow
has to have a pot of gold? That’s the way life is sometimes.
Tough. Hard. Just the breaks. You used to say that yourself, Bob.
And despite anything and everything, life goes on.
In 1953, Paramount announced Jennifer for one of the prize parts
of the coming year: the title role in “The Country Girl.”
But no sooner was she set for it than she learned she’d have
to bow out. And though Grace Kelly later did it, and won an Oscar,
Jennifer got something infinitely more precious. On August 12, 1954,
she and David became the parents of a seven-pound, eight-ounce baby
girl.
For a while, it looked as if the child would be going through life
without a name. First they pored through the Bible, then went out
and bought a book with a thousand names in it. After a few weeks
of this, David announced in favor of “Mary” and stood
pat. Jennifer, running down a list of French names, came up with
Gaye. “Droopy!” was the boys’ verdict. “How
do you know she’s going to be gay? And even if she is, why
advertise it?” Out went Gaye. And in came a new idea.
Old family friend Joseph Cotton and his wife Lenore solved the
problem. Over a month had passed since the baby’s birth when
Joe and Lenore came to visit – and made it perfectly plain
that they wouldn’t leave until the baby had a name. Taking
note of David’s preference of Mary, and the fact that Jennifer
had always liked her screen name, Joe artfully suggested “Can’t
you just hear some boy saying, “Mary Jennifer, I love you!”
That did it.
Today Mary Jennifer, her mother and father, and Robert and Michael
live on Tower Road in Beverly Hills, in the spacious home once owned
by John Gilbert. And the position of the house – high atop
Benedict Canyon – seems to symbolize Jennifer’s remoteness
and genuine aversion to publicity. But the curtain of silence has
two sides.
It is not generally known that Jennifer was the first actress to
enter Korea, gave readings in the hospitals, and was personally
cited by General Van Fleet. Nor does space permit a listing of various
tributes from co-workers to her character, generosity and quiet
integrity. But what really annoys friends is the fact that her position
as the wife of one of the industry’s giants somewhat overawes
most people.
“They should stop treating her like some great unapproachable
goddess,” emphatically states Elaine Stritch, who worked in
Italy on “A Farewell to Arms.” “She’s simply
not like that. Some nights we’d all go out and do the town
– and Jennifer came right along with us. We’d hoot and
holler, sing and dance, and just generally have a ball. It’s
true that Jennifer’s somewhat nervous – that’s
her nature. And I do think she should get out and have more fun,
more laughs. Because when she does, she has as good a time as anyone.”
“Jennifer and publicity will never be a winning combination,”
comments a friend who should know. “She is naturally shy and
extremely sensitive. Furthermore, she just doesn’t believe
that there’s much to be said about her and her work one way
or the other. And then there are the painful experiences of the
past.
“Now she has the security she hasn’t really known since
childhood. She has her husband, their baby, her sons and maybe one
picture a year. And that’s all she wants. Can you blame her?”
Jennifer and David walk through the heavy brass doors, into the
plush Hollywood theater and down the aisle to their seats. Yes,
she had her husband, her little girl, her sons. Before her was the
exciting prospect of two new pictures – “Mary Magdalene”
and the screen version of F. Scott Fitzgerald’s “Tender
Is The Night,” which David would produce for 20th Century
Fox.
But the way out of the darkness of tragedy is long and difficult.
For Jennifer, the sunlight of the present is still haunted by shadows.
“What are you looking for? What are you trying to escape
from?” a friend recently asked her when she confided her plans
for a trip abroad – alone – and her latest interest
in Hindu philosophy.
She didn’t know the answer. She only knew that she had to
keep on trying to find it.
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