Deep dark depression
Deceiving brown like your eyes
Envelopes me in ice
But my heart does not numb.

The hurt is well hidden
Isolated far away in darkness
What creatures will venture forth
To inflame and engorge my pain?

The creatures of darkness,
Surrounding me now,
From a sick man's fantasy
Torture, tantalize, prod and pry

Soon i shall surrender,
Creep into their depths,
Soon disgust shall be forgotten
Their rituals i will join

Praise Almighty for the darkness
I fear i could not stand their forms
Sounds, even, are ugly to hear
But loneliness will be forgotten and unknown

--Kim Schludecker